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Borboletas azuis


Não sinto meus pés no chão

Quero me arrancar do meu corpo

Quero vomitar as borboletas azuis que me reviram por dentro

Loucas para sair

Quero ser logo o que preciso me tornar

Quero parar de querer tanto

Quero apenas ficar confortável dentro de mim mesma

Por que a tristeza tem que vir assim de repente?

Quero que ela pare de me visitar

Quero ficar a vontade com minha essência

Quero parar de me culpar

Quero parar de me cobrar

Apenas quero

E nada sinto além dessa angústia visceral

Que me arrebata dos bons momentos

E me transforma no que não sou

Quero sentir meus coxins na neve

Quero correr por correr

E uivar por uivar

Quero apenas viver

Sem a repreensão e o desespero

Que coloco em mim mesma

Quero libertar as borboletas azuis

Sem precisar me descarnar


Blue butterflies


I don't feel my feet on the ground

I want to rip out myself of my body

I want to throw up the blue butterflies that twirl inside me

They are crazy to leave

I want to be soon what I need to be

I want to stop wanting so much

I just want to be comfortable inside myself

Why does sadness have to come like this all of a sudden?

I want her to stop visiting me

I want to feel comfortable with my essence

I want to stop blaming myself

I want to stop charging me

I just want

And I feel nothing beyond this visceral anguish

That snatch me of the good moments

And it transform me into what I am not

I want to feel my paws in the snow

I want to run free

And howl by howl

I just want to live

Without the rebuke and despair

That I place in myself

I want to release the blue butterflies

Without having to shatter me

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