Cristalwolf Lobazul
I said no!
You insisted.
You said, you was going to change, that everything would be different.
But you never wanted to change.
I took a long time to realize myself completely tangled up in your weaves
And it made me lose precious things
Opportunities, loves, adventures
Made me ashamed of myself
Your webs tied my mouth and my soul
Stopped me from howling or singing
For a long time I bleated like a sheep
You made me believe that I was one
You made me believe I was part of the herd
Oh, this is a big joke!
The truth is you were afraid of losing control
You chained me to fulfill your fantasies
A wolf trapped in an old spider's webs
But I said: No!
And again, you insisted.
I said no! Again. And again. As many as needed.
And you threw me poison.
Expose your true face
With your eight hateful eyes
You spent so many years in the herd
But the truth is, neither you nor I are sheep
And that makes us even further apart
I saw too late your smallness
But soon enough to set me free
I don't really care what you do with your life
But with mine, you'll never touch again
I hang you in your own webs
I suffocate you with your own poison
